Tuesday, December 14, 2010

People should be scanned to see what they [can] provide.

If you keep looking at a picture and thinking about something, you will see into their destiny, their potential.  Just pick any person and try to do it in a way that makes sense.

I've seen some girls look like boys and some males look like females.  I used to want to be a boy when I was a kid.  I feel that I am totally female.  I don't have certain qualities that match a male, and I'm not another version of such in a way.  For instance I expect a boy to be very intelligent and experienced.  All I can expect from myself is to uphold myself as a female and my masculine side.  It's almost like being gay.  I think it is.  Some gays might seem more like lesbians.

Like, I'm actually just hesitant and used to being a ... attracted ... I forget.  I'm not used to seeing such boys that match my level of like how quick and awake and full of thoughts am I.

I just look like a girl.  Ever since I started reading about like Little House on the Prairie and American Girls I've been a certain way.  Before, I was a tomboy in gymnastics.  It just all made sense all of a sudden.  I think I have a good theme.  It's very Dutch-French since I have that in my blood.  In some ways it's German, which I have from a different side.  I connect with the mostly Irish, too.  The only thing I have more of is Chinese Indonesian because that's 50%.  I didn't know before I had English, but I do, a little on the French side with the Native American indian, too.

I don't feel at a loss with my race because not only do I just do what I like and think is really best but because it's more like thinking what if the 50% was Native American, but it's not.  It's really just white.  You've seen Asians before.  Some don't have a white side as far as how they are.  If it's further south, it's always considered more European, but there are places to meet in the middle.  I saw a tribes girl with white blonde hair in the middle of China and one with blue eyes.  It was on Wiki and I was gonna go get it.  I guess someone took it down.  They have Middle Easterns with blonde and redhead kids apparently, as well, and there's a slew of ones with blue eyes.  I saw one white blonde Chinese, but she looked very Mongoloid and what you'd call overly Asian looking.

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